being the verbal contortions of a reluctant subgenius and recovering uberslacker

There's more to me than my neuroses would have you believe

open-source groupie who likes swinging a stick at like-minded martial-artists (update: I hurt my toes, and so since the winter of 2005 have mostly been in-line skating and figure-skating); I have a nagging and unfulfilled desire to be a naturalist

I've always been a bit of an alterna-head, who prefers: Goth/Industrial to pop, open source software to closed, figure-skating, speed-skating and brazillian jiu-jitsu to Baseball or American Football. Recently I've been exploring alternate modes of sexuality and romance: BDSM, bisexuality, sex-work, polyamory. Kindof going through a second wave of puberty as far as such stuff goes.

Note, this is a personal journal, and while I may sometimes try to minimize unsupported opinions or boring self-centered whining, many such things will be in here.

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Recently my entries have been skewing distinctly towards the rated 'X'. Like always "under 17 not admitted" is an arbitrary suggestion. Plenty of adults won't like what I write, and I'm sure more than a few teens would understand some of it.

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Mental Illness: People Say I'm Crazy.
October 3rd through 9th 2004 is Mental Illness Awareness Week. 

You're Madagascar!

Lots of people don't really know anything about you, making you
buried treasure of the rarest kind.  You love nature, and could get lost in it
whenever possible.  You're remote and exotic, and the few people who know you
value whatever they share with you a great deal.  For some reason, you really
like the word "lemur".

the Country Quiz at the Blue Pyramid

You scored 10 Holy, 42 Tactful, 77 Natural, and 10 Arcane!

Hmm, you've got the skills, nobody can deny that. You're a hard nut to
crack in a fight, you can hound an enemy like no other, you have a
connection to the wilderness that borders on supernatural, and the
animals back home love you. Don't be fooled by LOTR though, you are not
a natural leader. In fact, you're probably a bit of a recluse, and you
are reasonably rash. You gave up understanding why humans treat each
other so needlessly bad a long time ago, and have just decided to do
what you can for the defenseless of us by savaging the people that harm
what you love. If everyone were like you this world would be a great
place... but since it's not, better get back to hunting evildoers...
with uncanny intensity.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 3% on Godliness
You scored higher than 33% on Tact
You scored higher than 71% on Harmony
You scored higher than 1% on Arcane
Link: The Which D & D Class am I Test written by effataigus on Ok Cupid